Live. Laugh. Love. Write

Growing up is one thing and growing old is another.  As we grow up we learn new things everyday, unlearn the old things and hence we can easily adapt. But, as we grow old, we loose the ability of unlearning and the new things which we learn just keep adding up to our character. And then, there are bits and pieces of everything in you, of each of those good or bad memories and moments. That's what makes you whole. Sadly, you even get the parts which are murky. You start to become like people who have been there in your life for a good amount of time. But what about when those people leave you, then voila! Needlessly you get to keep those parts as well for free. You feel like you have lost the real and basic you and concentrate too much on the broken you.  It's not that easy to tame that side since you are not used to being with it alone and without the host who you got all those properties from. You feel engulfed by that side and don't know how to get rid of it. What to do i

Rise above yourself Face your inhibitions Ignore what the people say They have their own reasons. 

I have always been the one  Who doesn't give up so easily  But who knew I will be  On crossroads with destiny. I was ready to fight  But too much time it had been  And the no. Of tries  Oh, I had lost the count already. But, still I would have tried again  Though there was so much pain  But perhaps The only reason that stopped me  Was the huge burden he dropped effortlessly  He said,  "It's you who is hanging on  I don't mind  As this is like a beautiful song I know it might end some day  But we are making such beautiful memories today. Love is something that Can not be controlled  It will happen if it has to. I don't mind, staying longer  But if you wish to leave, you can bid adieu." That night, I cried in his arms As to me those weren't tears I had just opened my eyes  Tears pass by, as the reality clears.  I don't want to look back on the night  When I broke the word  Let's call this o

Date: May 24, 2016 A thought came to my mind when it was raining yesterday. It had been extremely hot from the past few weeks and the sudden change in weather tells how the ecosystem tries to strike a balance. And so does life! The only difference is that, in life, Karma strikes back. Like the way I have remained patient in the search of true passion and what I really want in life might pay me off with the sudden discovery of a new person in me. I am in search of a new me, I want to give me and my life a second chance. As only a few drops of sweet rain color the blank palette of my heart, I will wait for the rain, this time as a few drops might not suffice. As I in search of true independence will keep wandering, for I do not want to live in this idealistic world with these norms written by us, the "imperfect" humans. God has written no rules for us. I will keep walking this path, be it alone or with multiple travelers to give a company. I shall sail!

It all started up a few years back There was a cute girl And a careless brat And one night he came in her dream In her eyes, she felt an endless gleam Girl was so enchanted That when she woke up with the dream She felt the pillow like his arms That was she, so hallucinated. You might be thinking What was that she saw? That the guy was only one Whom she wooed. So listen, She was standing on a door With the most beautiful smile Anyone could have worn And then came a boy Expecting the girl to rise But all she did was look him in the eyes. There was a trance for a while And they were in each other’s arms The whole world saw them People got fascinated by their charm In days they were married And yes, this was just a dream She felt the pillow like his arms That was she, so hallucinated. The boy got a reckless dream He saw himself driving a s-class Sad, thinking no one was with him Neither his friends nor his parents or his blond girl Who was after his mon

"Left her with the Freight of shadows Beneath the sheets, she cried The same sheets where they lied On a starry night Cried so much that her soul got cleaned Off the pending grease that she wouldn’t repent."